Life is a Roller Coaster ;

But im a bump you will never get over (:



HELLO (:
Yeah I just woke up from afternoon nap.
Was bloody tired, didnt get to sleep well for past few nights.
Sooo, yeah. lol.


Okay I've made a resolution before .
" Forget everything and let go "
Great. Im not forgetting anything. or i am letting go anything.
PHAIL! ==
Seems everything happens just like what i expected.
and its not good. NOT GOOD .
Screw my predictions sia ==
I WILL NEVER EVER PREDICT THINGS THAT I DIDNT TO HAPPEN IN FUTURE AGAIN .



Because everything i predicted just happened.




kill myself, yay. lol.





LOL nah i wont kill myself.
i just found this picture nice. lol.


So school life.
Lack of sleep,
nearly fell asleep in class,
apa-apa pattern also got for me.
haih.
failure sia.



现在，我不再寂寞了.
因为我有孤单陪伴着我 .. (:




TAIO CRUZ IS GETTING ME HIGHER SIA!
lol.


i must be crazy ..

我知道你我都没有错，只是忘了怎么退后。

this used to be me.

and now?
Hah. Never mention about it. I feel like fuck.




I guess that explains everything.




如果，
我当初没认识你，现在的我还会这样吗？

如果，
我当初没有信任他，现在的我会不会痛苦？

我不知道。。。
我不知道可不可以信任你。
可能是我自私，不讲理，吃醋，没有缘分？

现在我什么都不想管。
不知道总比知道好。。。


Life is good, it gets better when you could forget the past and just move on. (:



Yeah,
life's awesome, i guess...

Endless moments.

Somehow that's how i felt .

btw; HI .
My first week of school just ended. (:

Summary abt first week of school;
i) Teachers are like fuck, except for some.
ii) School rules are sort of crap.
iii) I just pissed Evelyn Salt, she's gonna bomb me soon. Damn.
iv) I got problem with my sleeping timetable. Shit.
v) School is just crap.


wtf. Teachers start talking abt PMR on the first week. Hell.
Well i currently have really, Really, REALLY big problem trying to get use with my sleeping time now.
I usually sleep at 12am and wake up at 9am when im afternoon session.


NOW, MORNING SESSION.
11pm sleep, 5.45am wake up.
So, that sort of explain why im slacking in class.
hehhh, excuses. Im just a sleeping pig 8D


Btw skipping Selangor Amateur tournament. (:
Getting ready for MSSS and MSSM.
I really need these wins.
Dad promised me to buy Justin Bieber's concert ticket if i get first placing in MSSM 8)
SERIOUS PRACTICE STARTS FROM NOW ONWARDS. (:



Okay sort of lazy to update more so some pictures;











TTYL ; I LOVE YOUUUU! :D

it seems just like yesterday.

Yeah. Bloody dead blog. Guess i will be reviving it soon since i decided to quit maple for this year until PMR's over (: So more post! :DD



As you all know, Form 3 students only fear one thing, PMR.
Dang it kinda spoiled our 1 year childhood -.-
AND I AM SORT OF BLOODY SURE I WONT GET GREAT RESULTS D:
Nah its just too early to say that. :D


Morning session kinda suck. Wake up at 5.30am every morning, reach school and its pitch dark as my transporter has some issues with time and the worst part is there's no one in school -.- Damn the worst part is teachers in morning session isn't as friendly as afternoon session teachers. they're CREPPY, SOMETHING WRONG and GANAS. No joke -.- But yeah what choice to I have. Gotta get use with it just like what other people do :D


OKAYIHAVETOGOHAVELUNCHNOWIAMSOSOHUNGRY:D





他们都问我， 放了没？

学会拿得起，总要学会放得下。
我。。应该还在学习的过程中。 (:


STAY TUNED :D

My dead blog.

Im back to update abit.

Recently in a seriously fucking bad mood.

Bitch =-= oOo

so anyway hols were kinda cool for me,

Won competitions, even tho not first placing.

But i sure am glad to have friends around.

BITCH .

Gah,

tolerate,

Tolerate,

TOLERATE.

HOW MUCH LONGER DO YOU EXPECT ME TO TOLERATE?!

I AM NOT YOUR TOY MAN.

I'VE GOT FEELINGS TOO, CANT YOU TELL?!

ARE YOU REALLY THAT COLD BLOODED?!

Fuck you bitch =-=

i am so bloody sorry.

YES YES I KNOW. YO(U ARE SCOLDING ME . YES SORRY!

I left my blog dead for ages. damn.

well, didnt had the mood to blog so, yeah.

I dont have the mood to blog now either -.-

hehehhh :P

so, sorry! :D

-proper update within this week, i promise.

CRAP PIECE OF MY LIFE.

Just got my life fck-ed up. dead.

Proper updates maybe tmr or something.

forry for letting it dead.

I really,

Really,

REALLY,

got piss-ed off

IM DONE WITH ALL THIS. STOP IT.

I love the way you lie.

Im blowing up soon.

VERY very soon.

torturing myself with my guitar.

Let's see how long can i take this.

If we ever meet again.

MUAHAHA,


TWELVEANS UNMASKED JUST ENDED A FEW DAYS AGO!
And Believe me, it was SUPER, DUPER, CRAZY AWESOME; SERIOUS.
only a few pictures uploaded here,
um cause im sort of lazy to upload picture in blogger.
x]
More pictures will be in my facebook! :)
visist visit (:

hahaha, everyone sedang tengok lengzai (:

the awesome us. (: BLUR X.X

The Beat Box GUY :DD

So, hi! (:
ramdom updates about my life these few days.
:D


school was nice, bt not awesome.
Exam's coming, and it last for one week. -__-
diuu, isn't it three days only? .__.
wtv, i still have to start studying. ):
My mom is expecting my Chinese to improve,
but honestly i suck at my chinese.
even tho everyday wo jiang hua yu in school. x]



SMK USJ8 Carnival this saturday.
Who's going? :D
i might not be able to make it, DENTIST CHECK UP :O!!!!
OMGOSH. :O!
I hope i wont end up with braces when i get out from the dentist clinic.
NO NO NO NO NO!!!!
I DONT WANT TO GO THE THE DENTIST NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!

lol wth... ._____.



one day, i think i suffer from disbetes.
Dalam satu hari saya makan sangat sangat banyak gula di dalam kelas. :o
i still remember that day during school,
I chew-ed one chewing gum before recess,
And i chew-ed another after recess,
Then during last period i ate two sweets.
When school ends, my friend gave me half packet of junk food since he cant finish it,
then i masuk kereta the form one guy gave me another chewing gum.
During tuition, i got a lollipop! :o


ALL SUGARY STUFFS.
MATI LIAO L IF I CONTINUE MAKAN SWEETS LIKE THAT! XD
But seriously,
eating sweets in class makes me have better concentration (:
heheeee :D



haih,
lifes' been stupid these few days.
Looks like i've lost a friend and gain an enemy.
But stil,
I think im still pissed.
whatever, Not gonna care about it anymore.
Leading my hyper-riffic, normal life in school :D
haih, life goes on.. (;



ramdoms (:

i still like this picture. 8D

HAHAHA, i love this ;D

Quantum is not a class to mess with;
Beware. ;D

Things change.

xoxo, wo ai ni (:

So, updating about my week :D



Rimup Basketball Finals or girls,
MY CLASS GOT IT. 8D
after all four matches, we finally made it. :D
Pictures are with Miss Su Jane at her facebook (:
Now my class teacher owns us McD (;




Latih Tubi week.
i can't believe how fast time passes.
Latih Tubi just ended in a blink of eyes.
ohmygods.

Dear time,
can you do me a favour?
as you see, i LOVE my form 2 life alot now.
I don't want my f2 life to pass so fast ):
please, don't run so fast?
If you continue running that fast,
i suggest you join the Olympic games in the running category :D


LOL,
lame.


hmm,
Well, Miserable percentage of my life increases by 40%.
wth.
So currently its 120% miserable. ):
DANG. WHATAHELL IS HAPPENING TO ME.
OH MY GODS.
I FEELING LIKE STABBING MYSELF ANYTIME.
OHMYGODS.




dang.





wtv, im trying to be happy back now. gosh.


btw, just posting one short note here.
First of all, we didn't say your class suck.
second, you want us to say sorry. Think about it first.
you hurt ppl too, did you say sorry?
we are now fair and square, and its just a game.
every game has a winner and a looser.
and i don't give a damn about ur complaints.




Exams, arround the corner. ):
time to get hardworking .
be good friends with BOOKS. wth.


some random pictures (:

My webcam buddy, SHANNON :D

me. DONE.

sometimes,
i just don't understand.
A basketball game could spoil friendship...

When you're playing a match, there's no such things as friends...
When the game ends, i hope our friendship is still there.

i know i suck.

HIIII :)
Long time since i last update.




Talent Search Finals. :D
rm35 ticket, i think its the best choice.
Great, now i cant find anything nice to wear.
The theme is Semi-Formal.
the problem is,
i dont even know wtheck is semi-formal.
so, blame it on me. :D








One week sure pass by super, urber fast.
So many things happened in one week..
ONE, freaking week.
Strange things happening to me,
Things that I DIDN'T want it to happen...
Things that i pray and pray that it wont happened.
Well,
Its coming,
i can sense it. *winks
something un-good is coming.
and its happening sooner or later.






some great news?
Time to stabb myself.
*goes to kitchen and takes a chopping knife*

































-sayonara. :(

Fail running for my life?

um, what should i say? :')

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. :'D

I really don't know what to say,

im too happy, :D

MANY MANY BILLION GAZILLION THANKS TO EVERYONE. :')

You Guys are such great friends,

espacially those who celebrated for me, :D

and the surprise Celeration From Jillian, CHelsie, Wendy and everyone.

im really happy this year.

im too happy .

happy till no words could describe. :'D

Thanks for the birthday wishes in Facebook.

all 100++ wishes,

i reply until siao. xD

But its worth it ;D

Thanks, thanks, thanks. :D

Some post really touched me,

Shu Faye jie, ur post made me happy ;) THANKS.

and the Blogpost from Euwin and Shannon. :'D

thanks. seriously,thanks..

and everyone out there,

Kuan Yau, Jian Hong, Yi Wen, Pei Shin, Hui Ru, Chee Kuan, Jolene, Sera...

and ALOT ALOT MORE...

sorry if i miss your name here,

but i will remember it. :D

Im really proud and glad to have friends like you guys....

really am. :)

i wonder how many "thanks have i said today?
8D
well once again,
"THANKS THANKS THANKS! :D"
love love love all of youuuu ;'D
you guys are amazing.
seriously.
I actually got pissed off today by my parents.
i dont know what were they thinking.
and i dont know why i did that during tuition.
im sorry...
and thnks for wishing me when i got in the room. :)
Friends are the best, you guys are my best.

I LOVE YOU!!!! :DD

Miserable.

ur words meant alot to me.

so, HI! :)
i don't really have anything to blog about.
Its just that, im bored. ):



Lifes' been miserable this week.
Nothing seems to go right.
"DONT ASK ME TO GO LEFT -__-"
My family and i are aving some problems in communication.
i seriously don't know why.
WHY, can't i just listen to them.
WHY, can't i just follow what they want my to do.
well, sometimes i just hate it when they get too enxious about my golf game.
They make it like, The world is going to end or something.
Espacially when I got my swing Haywire. -___-



SmkUsj4 fun fair tomorrow.
I can't attend, screw it.
Thanks to my dad, making me busy about golf during the weekends.
and i actually didn't know that he made so much arrangements.
why.
can't i just have a break?
I'm tired, really....
whatever. :/




Im feeling sick these few days.
don't feel too good... :/
and i felt like, i wanna puke.
urghh ):
There's something in my mind.
Something that i can't really accept it...
I tried so hard.
I tried to self-convince myself everytime.
Nothing seems to work.....



one conclusion; i suck at everything.
I suck at studies,
I suck at golf,
I suck at being a good child,
I suck at EVERYTHING.

the end.



Life is unfair.
Life is Miseable.
Life is full of ups and downs.
Life could be cruel sometimes.
But, just remember one thing.
Everything that happened in your life,
it happens with a REASON.
A reason WHY it happens.



ps; the picture above is STOLEN from shannon cheng's blog. :P

those days.

I can never forget those days.

ALOHAAAAA! :D
did ch' miss me?
awwww, i konw you did,:P

Holidays ended almost a week.
best moments of my life,
playing with some THai girls and cant communicate with them.
Imagine a duck talking to a chicken.
wth, :/


so anyways,
HAPPY SCHOOLING PEOPLE. XP




Having football fever recently.
Benn watching football matches and screaming "SCREW YOU SUCKERS" during the match.
oh my gods, i've never been so gilakan abt football before.
lmao, xD
Sometimes i just dont know myself, 8)



School, yeah school.
School's been good for this two weeks.
amazing moments, memorable.
Hari Guru just ended few days ago.
well, Best year of my life? :DD
Homeworks are okay for me.
Still got alot to catch up.
Maths getting harder and harder. ):
a noob person like me, ahhh. Needs more practice. );



Golf.
i still dont get my swing, ughhh :/
screw it. blahh.


so, thats all? :D
I've been buying story books and novels like mad recently.
ahahahahahaha, so sudden. xD




Yes,
i love you :P
sarang-haeyo.
TiAmo.
Wo ai ni.

thats all the language i know? o.o
love love love <3





You said nothing last forever.
Will you be my nothing?
i may forget you for now.
But i can't forget that i once loved you.